WEIGHT WATCHERS MY NEW BEST FRIEND

I broke down and re-joined Weight Watchers. I've been a long time re-joiner, in the last 15 years I have probably lost and regained the same 100 pounds!!! It's so frustrating. I've come very close several times of being a life time member but always stop just short. Not this time, this time I am going all the way!

The final hint that I got that I am getting to heavy was the other night, Owen was sitting on my stomach bouncing up and down, this is something we've been doing since China. This specific time he stopped bouncing looked at me and patted my tummy and laughed really really hard. I suppose because it wiggled. He was laughing but I was crying....Seriously!

I'm really not sure why I allowed myself to put on so much weight, I suppose I can come up with several excuses. Like, I was happy, sad, excited because these are all reasons why I eat, no real reason just because.

So, I've made the first step to the new me....The first step to becoming healthy so that I can be a better mother, a healthy mother, most importantly a happier mother. Owen deserves that, I want that for him.

I hope you follow me on this journey and if you are looking for inspiration I hope I can give that too you.