
I can barely control my emotions right now!! I am feeling EXCITED, SCARED, PANIC, HAPPY.....
We leave Friday, October 26th! We come home on Wednesday, November 7th! That is only 12 days in China! When I called Bob to tell him he started to cry! I started to cry and actually I haven't stopped crying!
How can something that we have waited for SO LONG and I am not talking just about the time of paperchasing and waiting, but since the day we got married we talked about the day when we would have children, how much we wanted to be parents! And now it is finally happening in 29 days we will finally be mommy and daddy to someone, to our very special little boy.
Also, I have an overwhelming desire right now to express how grateful I am to China, without them allowing Bob and I to travel into their country and bring one of their children home we would not be parents! I will forever be grateful to them!
So, now off to do all the fun stuff of preparing for travel!